[ Avoidance and evasion. The best solution. Relationships breed expectations, after all. People start wanting too much of each other. He'd prefer to be with someone who is incapable of wanting more than he's willing to give. (Then again, she doesn't know him any better than the surface, and he's terrified of being known. Isn't that, in essence, the classic relationship?) ]
[ When she peels her shirt off, Hei regards her, his expression appreciative and open -- as open as it gets, anyway, in the semi-dark between two people. The hair tumbling around her face, the breasts pebbled in the coolish air -- she reminds him of an erotic travel ad. Tan skin and bouncy curves and eyes the color of the sea. He keeps that whimsy to himself, circling her in instead, enjoying the warm rub of her skin and the feel of her breasts pushed against him. ]
[ Attention drifts to her jaw, her neck, the slope of shoulders and breasts -- wet, gnawing kisses and slow laps of tongue, as if he wants to map out a bruised trail. Lightly he rakes the short fingernails of his hand along her back. Lowers his head to press kisses to each nipple, tracing their roundness in wet lines, before biting them in shocks of pleasurepain. ]
[ The last time he fooled around with anyone like this on his apartment floor, for the sake of fooling around was -- never, but that doesn't mean he's any less focused about it. ]
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[ When she peels her shirt off, Hei regards her, his expression appreciative and open -- as open as it gets, anyway, in the semi-dark between two people. The hair tumbling around her face, the breasts pebbled in the coolish air -- she reminds him of an erotic travel ad. Tan skin and bouncy curves and eyes the color of the sea. He keeps that whimsy to himself, circling her in instead, enjoying the warm rub of her skin and the feel of her breasts pushed against him. ]
[ Attention drifts to her jaw, her neck, the slope of shoulders and breasts -- wet, gnawing kisses and slow laps of tongue, as if he wants to map out a bruised trail. Lightly he rakes the short fingernails of his hand along her back. Lowers his head to press kisses to each nipple, tracing their roundness in wet lines, before biting them in shocks of pleasurepain. ]
[ The last time he fooled around with anyone like this on his apartment floor, for the sake of fooling around was -- never, but that doesn't mean he's any less focused about it. ]