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Hei (Li Shenshung) ([personal profile] mortemscintilla) wrote2012-07-13 12:13 am
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anatural: Korra and Mako are asleep together (Shippy: Dozing)

Re: ⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-17 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Korra exhales softly when he pulls her hand away, equal parts disappointment and pleasure. The instinct to do, to act, is still alive in her, if distant and buried. But it's easy enough to ignore and let his hands work all over her. She leans back against him, whimpering sometimes in pain and sometimes in bliss as he digs into the knots in her muscles.

At length her shaking stops, though her knees feel weak. Desire builds up, hot enough to burn through her numb shell. It's a good thing Li has his head together, because if he tried to slide into her right now, she would let him. Anything to feel something other than pain.]
anatural: Korra and Asami kiss (Shippy: A breath apart)

Re: ⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-17 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Korra gasps, stiffening against him as he bites her neck and presses his lips along her hairline. When he reaches her lips, she returns his kiss with equal hunger. Her hands grab onto the arm around her, her nails digging into his skin and she bites his lip hard.

The hand on her breast the draws out soft cries that get progressively louder as he works down her body.]


Please. [She doesn't know what she's begging for, only that she's aching with need.
anatural: Korra is shocked and sad (sad 18)

Re: ⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-17 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Normally this is the point where she would demand to flip the tables. Being pleasured is nice, but pleasuring is power. A part of her still wants to wrestle control from him and mark her way down his body. Prove that she's capable of doing something positive.

But she's still frightened of herself, even more than after she had killed those ghouls. With the ghouls, she had at least had the comfort of saying that she had been protecting others. Her ability to kill was terrifying but still ultimately under her control. She doesn't trust her control after what she did to Chekov. She still doesn't really believe it was a curse, but even if it was, that still means she isn't safe to be around. Isn't someone to be trusted with power.

Water from the shower head runs down her face, getting into her eyes and nose and mouth. When he releases her hands to kneel, she fumbles to turn it off. She can't see the handles, can hardly concentrate with the way he bites her breasts and belly. She finally grabs one as he envelops her in the wet heat of his mouth; she gasps and twists the handle, more out of instinct than choice.

The water abruptly increases in pressure and temperature, hot enough to hurt. She cries out in pain and frantically turns it in the other direction.]


I'm sorry! I'm so sorry.

[She grabs onto his shoulders to keep from falling to her knees and continues to stammer apologies. Her voice is thick with tears, out of proportion to her offense, that seem to be coming out of nowhere.]
anatural: Korra's sad face is covered in shadow (Sad: Nothing inside)

⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-18 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
[She's trying so hard - so very, very hard - not to cry, but it's a lost battle. He's worn down her defenses with hot water, gentle touches, and hungry kisses. She clings to him, hiding her face against his chest as though trying to disappear. She doesn't want to fall apart in front of him, hates being this open and weak.

She hasn't cried like this since she first arrived, sobbing into Bolin's arms. Thinking about him makes her cry even harder. She tries to hold it in and breathe, but the effort just makes her choke. When he suggests drying off, she nods, coughing too hard to speak.]
anatural: Korra curls up to grieve alone (crying)

Re: ⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-18 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[She hasn't forgotten to be shy around him; she just doesn't have a choice. Her pride isn't strong enough to hold back the tears, or to protest when he picks her up. She clings to him shamefully while he carries her to bed.

She wishes he had just left her on the roof, frozen and numb and tearless. She feels like she's never going to stop crying. It makes it impossible to do anything -- she can feel his erection pulsing between them, wants to touch it, bring this situation back to something familiar, but she's paralyzed with uncertainty.

Even her kisses are distracted, half-hearted. They seem to say I'm sorry.]
anatural: Korra looks away sadly (Sad: I don't want to say)

⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-18 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's a long time before her tears finally stop. Less because she's calm and more because she's exhausted. Her throat is raw and her mouth tastes like it's full of sand. Her entire body feels weak. She can feel the reassurance in his every touch, but it's hard for her to believe it. Not on the heels of the fight she & Chekov had. Not when she can feel Li's agenda throbbing between them.

She hears the offer in her name, and finds that hard to trust as well. Despite what others may think, she does know Li, and that he rarely does anything that doesn't benefit him in some way. When she's gone to him for comfort before, he's gotten something out of it.

She doesn't want to be left alone if she says she wants to stop.]


I need some water.

[So instead she says "pause." She pushes herself up slowly, intending to slide out of bed and get something to drink. Either that will give her the time to feel ready for sex again, or she'll have pulled herself together enough to handle being alone.]
anatural: Korra sits alone in the South Pole (Sad: Cold and alone)

⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-18 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her eyes drift shut as he kisses her spine, and she reaches out to squeeze his knee in a silent "thank you" before pushing herself out of bed. For a moment she almost thinks she'll fall, but no, it's just one foot in front of the other and she's fine. She doesn't have the energy to tug away the blanket to cover herself so she just walks to the kitchen naked, ignoring the chill.

Her hands tremble as she takes a glass and fills it with water from the sink; it stops after she's gulped the whole thing down. She fills the glass again and drinks more slowly, knowing she'll get sick if she drinks too much too quickly.

Another half glass and she's calmer. Not calm, not numb, not free of pain -- just enough to return to the bedroom and hesitate for only a moment before climbing on top of him. It's probably a bad idea, but she finds herself unable to care.]
anatural: Korra lies on top of Mako (Shippy: Pressed Together)

⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-19 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[She melts against him, her kisses both insistent and timid. Her hands run up and down his sides, scraping his skin as she grinds against him. She feels only the faintest burn, more a memory of desire than the actual feeling. She doesn't have the physical or emotional energy to take the lead; her goal right now is only to indicate her willingness to continue.]
anatural: Korra tackles Mako in a hug (Shippy: I need a hug)

⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-19 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[His touch knocks her breath out of rhythm. She feels dizzy from exhaustion & growing desire. His hands -- tracing her ribcage, cupping her breast -- feel like they're holding her up. His erection pulses against her stomach, beating like a heart.

She gasps as his fingers slide into her, breaking away to bury her face in the crook of his shoulder. In the same breath, she pushes back against him, sinking his fingers deeper inside her. Her nails dig into his waist and she whimpers softly.]
anatural: Korra earthbends (Bending: STFU)

⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-19 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
[He won't find it as easy a task as usual. Physical sensations are dulled for her right now; spots that normally would have her screaming elicit only a heated whimper. Korra does her best to help, squeezing his fingers, grinding against his hand. But it will take more than his fingers to get her off tonight.]
anatural: Korra shrugs in confusion (Confused: I don't get it)

Re: ⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-19 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her whimper of protest quickly turns into a yelp of surprise, immediately muffled by his mouth. She can feel the heat of him between her legs and for a dizzying moment wonders (detached) if he's going to slide inside. But he just rubs along the length of her, eliciting little pleased cries.

His question is met with a blank look. She's too tired, too aroused (and too inexperienced) to understand what he means.]
anatural: Korra looks up with big confused eyes (Confused: Big eyes)

⊕ march 15th, late evening

[personal profile] anatural 2013-03-19 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Korra doesn't know what she wants, in much the same way that someone who is too hungry can only want "food," but nothing more specific. (He's doing everything right, everything courteous, but there is dim, dim spark of resentment that he's asking her to think at all.) She doesn't know how to answer.

She leans up to kiss him again, because kissing is easy, and grinds her hips against him. He can read whatever answer in that he wants.]

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